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There comes a time that everything falls upon us. From all that was forever gone. That’s what I always learned, everything that begins has to end one day. I believe so, but it hurts. Always hurt, but I know one day passes. That one day everything will go better (…) Where after the rain comes the rainbow, and that’s how I hope. But the real? It was worth it. All the people I met, all I lived was very worthwhile. Even that is not eternal, as we thought, was worth all the smiles the jokes, but now I’m content with mere memories. Everything that once was good, I collapsed, and today is unbearable (…) One day I was told I would have to do everything to be happy, living a life of misery is full of storms that are not content to have only the rainbow, full of winds empty and lonely, and I never knew how to be happy would be the hardest lesson to learn if they learned. I know that standing here crying over that one day things changed for smiles will not make me happier. Why learn between have and want to have a word called: effort